The God of small Things

•March 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

<Written whilst waiting for my overdue book to be cleared, so I can borrow some books from the Bailieu. it’s my day off, you see>

Yes I know the title bears reference to a recent popular novel written by….I think Arundathi Roy (I could be wrong)

Lately I have been thinking about life….whoa, since when do I NOT think about life.

I would deign to think that most people drift around in life like a buoy lost in the middle of a great ocean. In fact I think all of you would’ve heard me say this at one point or another. Besides drifting around, I also would deign to think that most people move from 1 crisis/issue to another or from 1 joy/happiness to another without gaining a proper appreciation of the things that occur/happen/eventuate in between.

And many a Christian’s life is more or less the same.

Hence, thats why I titled this post “The God of Small Things”.

Think it odd or bizarre, but I am trying to make a conscious effort to reshape my thinking about the seemingly miniscule daily happenings or ‘routine’. There is perhaps an untapped (theoretical) amount of meaning in those things which we do naturally/habitually/routinely each day. And this extends to even the usual faces that we meet, the usual problems we always solve, the usual words we speak, the usual wine that we drink (oops, I had to have a wine reference somewhere), the usual ____ that we ____.

The list goes on.

Hidden behind the ‘Big Things’ in life, there may just be a hitherto undiscovered source of hidden joy or even grief. Perhaps another dimension to the transition/upheaval of emotion that life so seemingly craves. That catharsis of which I regularly speak about.

The Bible speaks of many great events and happenings to mere humans…but I wonder a lot about what goes on in between. I think big when I come to God’s dealings with us, even and especially in the what seems mundane. Take Paul’s life for example, the routine that he goes through in between persecutions and his public speaking events. Surely there must be more.

Who knows…who knows.

I for one am willing and interested in finding out more about it. I know this quote is out of context but I’ll use it anyway

“God is in the details” by Ludwig Mies van der Rohe (an architect)

Cheerio.

It’s Time For A Post On Anime !

•February 22, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Yes indeed! Before you tire from listening to my rants on life in general…..there is light at the end of the tunnel  =D

What should I type about?

I know…I’ll talk about some of the anime OP and ED sequences from a few of the more recent anime titles. Here it goes in no particular order:

  • Chizu Sanpo (the OP from Maria-sama Ga Miteru 4th Season). Besides being a peaceful and cheery tune, I like the sequence that they have put together. It shows the changing of the guard in the Yamayurikai with the more ‘cute-ish’ personnel represented by Yumi, Yoshino and Shimako coming on board, developing into maturity.
  • Kimi ni, Mune Kyun (the ED from Maria Holic). I know how most people were going up and down about HANAJI, that nosebleed provoking OP sequence. But, don’t you like that retro (8-bit pixels) video game style? I thought it awesome especially paired with that upbeat (plus nice use of techno-voice) song. Studio SHAFT at one of their (wildly) imaginative best
  • Kioku (the ED from RIDEBACK). I have raved enough about this in an earlier post.
  • Beautiful Fighter (the OP from Shikabane Hime: Aka and Shikabane Hime: Kuro). I don’t know which part that I truly liked…the nice pace of song plus beautiful graphics or the scantily clad well-proportioned ladies of the show. Hmmmm……
  • Silky Heart (the OP from Toradora!). This piece is a good example of matching lyrics (plus beat) to the actual graphic sequence. To be top it off, it also matches the stage of development for each particular character. If you watch carefully, each line corresponds well to the character being featured at that particular time in the sequence. I think it speaks well not only of the characters themselves but also about the show itself. To think that I was skeptical about it when it first appeared.
  • Toki wo Kizamu Uta (the OP from CLANNAD: After Story). It’s my handphone’s ringtone. Enough said.
  • Rimless (the ED from Toaru Majutsu no Index). It gives me a nice peaceful vibe…hmm…..
  • Shinai (the OP from White Album). Nana Mizuki gives a good vocal performance with that sort of oldish (late 80s and pan-90s) J-Pop background tune. It matches so well with the show that I think it perhaps the next best in terms of pairing behind Silky Heart with Toradora! Sure…some people may well demean the value of the sequence only because of its all-pastel look. I would beg to differ, the simplistic colour and shade of it may well prove to be the better match. I mean…look at the ED and the episode preview sequences, how can you have it any other way?

I think that’s enough for the night right?

Cheerio.

Life and Times of…well, the beginning of life

•February 20, 2009 • 3 Comments

I finally had the opportunity to attend to deliveries in the birthing suite of which I am attached to.

Suffice to say, I have never seen a live-action delivery before and just like everyone else (horror horror), most of what I know of the process has come from books and from TV (gasp! my doctor is a useless troll!). For us males, its a mystery of life which we will inevitably encounter and will be held responsible for. Indeed, it was a very eye opening experience for me and if I may add, my fellow colleagues too.

What strikes me the most would be the amount of pain that women go through during labour. Of course, reactions vary and some tolerates pain better than others. That being said, some scream much much more compared to their other counterparts. I haven’t burst my eardrums yet, thank God. Pain and pain management is no stranger to me, especially after my palliative care experience. Unfortunately (or fortunately), I don’t get to give analgesia the way I would want to…i.e. background morphine with rapid-release for breakthrough pain. Nope, can’t do that for there is the baby that needs to come out. Hence, they will have to endure and trust me the pain is bad enough that their eyes looks like they want to kill someone.

Nevertheless, the mystery of life culminates in this single moment and the endurance of pain pales in comparison to the joy after.

Which leads me to think again about fatherhood and the fact of family life. It really is the next step of change after marriage. A real big change, mind you.

The next part of this post is dedicated to one particular midwife which I don’t believe should be in the nursing profession. Talk about poor attitude, lousy personality, lots of barking and yelping, utterly unhelpful and seemingly full of malice and spite. It is people like you that:

  • Make the workplace such a difficult environment
  • Drive my colleagues in the medical profession absolutely nuts
  • Worse…contribute to high rates of depression and poor mental health in our peers
  • Even worse…driving some of our dear colleagues to the brink of suicide
  • Cause breakdown in communication hence compromising patient care
  • Promote a culture of fear in hospitals (which we NEVER EVER need)

But yet…it is also people like you that we need to practise forgiving. So I hope that I really do…for I do not want to bring my anger along with me past sundown.

The rest of the staff were wonderful. But its unfortunate that 1 rotten apple really spoils the whole basket.

Cheerio.

Running Myself Close Into The Ground

•February 15, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Jam 6-7 lectures in 1 day for 5 straight days with a weighted exam at the end of it.

Plan a Bible Study structure and design for 16 weeks.

Attend the 2 Sydney Myer Free Concerts held on Thursday and Saturday.

Help out in the kitchen for Sunday’s church lunch.

Meet the cellies for another round of discussions and planning.

Go for ISM Summer Program on Saturday.

Catch up with the other medheads.

Met a few interesting people.

Living the daily routine.

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I was tired but I think I am satisfied.

=)

Cheerio.

Around The Blocks (4th Feb 2009)

•February 4, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Word of the week: Stimulus (plural: stimuli)

Australian Govt’s new stimulus package (from The Australian)

  • $14.7 billion to be invested in school infrastructure and maintenance and bringing forward funding for trade training centres;
  • $6.6 billion to increase the national stock of public and community housing by about 20,000 new homes;
  • $3.9 billion to provide free insulation to 2.7 million homes and solar hot water rebates;
  • $890 million to fix regional roads and blackspots, to install railway boom gates and for regional and local government infrastructure;
  • $2.7 billion small and general business tax break to provide deductions for some equipment purchases before the end of June 2009;
  • $12.7 billion for immediate one-off payments to working Australians, families with school-age children, farmers, single income families and for those undergoing training.

AUD $10 billion last year wasn’t enough, a commercial property bailout fund wasn’t enough, a tirade launched against neo-liberalist economics wasn’t enough. So now Ol’ Kev breaks the bank and comes out with the motto, “the budget deficit we needed to have“.

My opinion, this is 60% pork-barrel. The biggest cut of the chop goes to the much touted and flaunted “Education Revolution”. Which is about time anyway, people wanted action on poor retention rates and the odd photographed dilapidated school building. We all know that perhaps will make us happier but will it increase the average intelligence of our nation? The private schools will continue cranking out the excellence whilst the bogans continue to take shots at the “arrogant rich” in between swigs of whiskey cola. Heck, we still need to import our hair-dressers and tradesmen even though their income is to be envied really. This while 1/3 of our tax money goes into welfare…how could you then convince the bourgeois to even start leaning a bit left?

6.6 billion for 20,000 public homes…thats like 330,000 per building. That can house at least 5 people comfortably and since we can be austere with the needy….perhaps can cram up to say 10? Could we decrease the number of homeless by 200,000 at the end of Rudd’s 4 years in power? He says “Yes, we can!”. Walk the talk, Kev.

That 890 million for transport and logistical infrastructure is pure laughable. Where do you want to put it?
Western Australia where all the wealth is being produced? Melbourne and Sydney, where everyone hates the current public transport performance? Its nothing more than a token sum to round up the numbers really.

What’s worse is that the amount of relief going to the business end of retaining employment is kinda disappointing. Small and medium industries/commerce perhaps need those bailout money much more since spending is going to contract badly in the coming months. No profit = lets retrench. Lets retrench = less income + unemployment scares = less spending + more welfare. The whole thing goes into another vicious cycle.

The big companies are already dumping jobs and that will continue to flow on. But nothing much is going to even arrest the flow. Sure, many people are going to receive some nice gifts of cash but where will it go? The wise will use it to pay off debt, invest in bargain shares and save the rest. The foolish will invest in pokies, alcohol, drugs and other vices. The “economic scare” has put many off the spend-thrift days of the past. I doubt if much will get back into the already decreasing GDP.

Now the government will go back into debt. One always wonders where did they whisk all these money from and the most important question…why now? Where was it when BHP and Rio Tinto laid off thousands of workers? Where was it when the press were hot about the ’shamefulness’ of our developed education and transport systems? And why is there no place for healthcare in that stimulus budget? No place even for endowments in research grants and no promotion of the modern politicians favourite baby, environmentalism.

Sorry Mr Rudd, my cynicism is in overdrive no thanks to your wonderful effort, stoked earlier by Obama’s porkbarrel largesse.

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In the end, what needs stimuli are the cherished but often forgotten reflections on greed, materialism and pride.

“For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs”. (1 Tim 6:10)
“”No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love
the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You
cannot serve both God and Money“. (Luke 16:13)
“What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?” (Mark 8:36)

Cheerio.

Kara no Kyoukai 5: Mujun Rasen (Spiral Paradox)

•February 2, 2009 • 1 Comment

I am confused but yet I am astounded.

I had a lot to think about but yet it seemed simple.

I thought I could understand it linearly but dang did it spiralled on me.

Those were my thoughts after watching the 5th installment of Kara no Kyoukai. To begin with, it was a real theatrical length feature (close to 2 hours), which is quite uncommon for a multiple episode anime. But boy, did it deliver the goods. The animation production values (which was already brilliant) is fantastic and was augmented by great BGM work. That being said, it was quite bloody.

Now for the plot….I must say that its strength and its weakness lies in the flashbacks and backtracking of time within the flow of the show. My gut feeling is that the balance was a bit off towards the confusing side although by the end of the show, I can make sense of the whole lot. It helps that I have considerable experience with TYPE-MOON works already but I do doubt that the average viewer might not be able to catch on. Then again, perhaps it was simple but having the experience might have contributed to me being over-analyzing the plot devices.

Either way, this episode throws up many concepts and food for thought. I’ll get to that when I can. Please await the edits to this post  =D

On Figurines

•February 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Three Words:

  • Royal Doulton figurines

They are mainly sculpted out of porcelain (fine china, not some cheap PVC) and beautifully hand-painted. Website here: http://www.doultonfigurines.com.au/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1

Didn’t think I’d pick up on such a genre eh? Thought I was just some closet anime otaku eh? NOT

I am a firm believer in going the full monty when it comes to the pursuit of an interest (whether it be secular, relational or spiritual). No half-arse efforts and dreams here, mate. Having said that, the craft work for these beauties are amazing and so is the cost too. The Royal Albert line of figurines portray the beautiful (Western) ladies of bygone eras. Their fashion, their pose and the elegance that it emanates are perhaps lost in contemporary trends unfortunately. Which perhaps makes it all the more desirable, especially for a traditionalist like me.

I would love to get one soon. Bad luck though, I have tendered a pre-order for a 1/4 (yes, 1/4) Takamachi Nanoha figurine. Its near 38cm tall. It looks huge but it’d be a lovely addition to my collection as well as being a first from the Nanoha anime series.

Cheerio.

Lately I Have Been Falling In Love With…

•January 22, 2009 • 2 Comments

The voice of Younha (or Go Yoon Ha to the Koreans).

Previously only known on the ani-song scene for one of the Bleach EDs, Houki Boushi. Now she bursts back into the blocks with a Japanese rework on one of her Korean songs called Memory (기억). Its the ED for the current season anime, Rideback. Speaking of which, I can see a lot of potential in this show. In the hands of Studio Madhouse, I think they can deliver the goods. Being a manga adaptation, its easy to find some information on how the plot unfolds. Without revealing spoilers…I think it will be very intriguing. Most of the anime news websites quote the following as the story synopsis:

“Set in 2020, Rideback tells the story of a college student named Rin
Ogata and her “iron horse” robot motorcycle (rideback) called “Fuego”,
in a tumultuous time of anti-government student protests”.

Considering how the cast would be divided up (bitterly I think) between the rival politcal factions which will be vying for their Rideback skills, there should be a strong basis for storytelling, emotion and good BGM use (which I think is key, and Madhouse has done well so far). Feeling how the flow has been going so far and with a strong personal preference, I think it will be very good that it becomes a story of a beautiful flower blossoming to an ultimate doom. That at its pinnacle of beauty and grace, that flower will reach its end. I really do feel (in this plot) that it would be a great cathartic power if the passion and the dreams of youth culminate in a glorious sacrifice of life after a upheaval of identity and a betrayal of normalcy. To make it simple, I think when Rin finally achieves that spark of which she so craves…it will be the moment of her doom.

Anyway, I am stealing the thunder from Younha. Currently I am listening to her albums. Quite some good stuff.

Cheerio.

PS: This cricket nut was invited to play on Saturday morning. This nut hasn’t bowled to a human for ages. Wish me luck, a few wickets and a few bruised chins.

General Ranting Before The Jump…

•January 20, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Immigration

Lately, I have been giving some thought to the migratory birds of Malaysian and their new homes in their new countries. Call them (or us, in due time) traitors or opportunists or thieves…but in the post-modern globalized world, its a human ‘right’. The laws provide for their departure, they want to leave and people want to receive them…is there anything wrong with that?

My current concerns are for the birds settling in their new homes. My preference would be them embracing local culture rather than setting up a local enclave with prejudices and divisions which reeks of ignorance. Australia (like the United States) was born on the basis of an ideal which was created in response to what was then a class-conscious and imperialist Britain. It is thus a land where there is a hope and a passion to live life in pursuit of that ideal(s). I hope that those migratory birds realize that and adapt instead of assuming that their new home is just another resource to exploit. Malaysia was originally built on the basis of profit (why else would anyone come?) and the Straits Chinese have it deep in our blood that profit is the only ambition. That being said however, we bring some traits which would add some useful colour to the collage of the local societal fabric.

I can agree and concede that old habits die deep…hence I hope and pray that the newer generations would be more understanding and would be more poised to strike the right balance as both a citizen and a former migratory bird.

Obama

His inauguration will be taking place soon. Perhaps one of the more important presidents in American history, due mainly to the colour of his skin. I am skeptical of how he will pan out. Are you going to label me as racist now? I have never considered politics along racial or gender lines thus I am not that excited about this latest head of state . The normal citizen can only judge by track records, policies, results, doctrine and personal experience. I like the socialist side of his policies (fairer wages, universal health care, corporate regulation, higher taxation of the wealthy, etc) but unfortunately I am unable to identify myself with his liberalist (abortion, marijuana decriminalization, etc.), environmentalist (pandering to extremist greens) and popularist (can you see how ‘center’ he is on many issues?) positions.

We simply don’t know enough of him to qualify all that hype. I like what he preaches about change and how everyone has a responsibility in it. Good! Very good indeed! I want to see the change in American society and American thought…it has greatly lost its way from the intentions of its forefathers. A land of prevailing greed, vanity, arrogance, and moral decay. That is what I call change and if Obama delivers then I can qualify his hype and call him a great. But he has achieved nothing so far and that is one more reason why all these hype is illogical.

Nevertheless, I wish him luck and all the best to one of the toughest jobs in the world. May the world look kindly on your succession. Rule with peace and wisdom. And oh, when in doubt…don’t forget your Creator.

Cheerio.

Winter Season Anime Updates

•January 20, 2009 • Leave a Comment

So far, I have co-opted only 5 titles from the Winter (2008-2009) season. Those being…

  1. Asu no Yoichi
  2. Maria-holic
  3. Maria-sama ga Miteru (4th season)
  4. Rideback
  5. White Album

Individual comments

  • Asu no Yoichi comes across as a less-serious version of Rurouni Kenshin (Samurai X) in a harem setting. At least Yoichi has some guts and he is a traditional gentleman (soon to be unbecoming one), hence the show is a little less stereotypical. The harem cast is fairly typical, well-endowed kind elder sister (but a bit violent), a tsun-tsun dere-dere, a quiet but thoughtful 3rd sister and a younger but highly dependable loli. There are few more girls to come and 2 will be introduced in the next episode (no. 3). Its harmless fun and laughs, a good counter-balance for the other serious shows in the season.
  • Now, Maria-holic is a Studio SHAFT project featuring a closet-bound yuri who is transfered to this prestigious all-girls school. Amongst her first meetings was an encounter with a super-cute ‘girl’ who turned out not to be and has forcedly billeted our protagonist with her. For reasons unknown, Mariya the ‘girl’ has a very reputable image as a first-year in that school and would be doing her utmost to protect that…of course, at our dear protagonist (named Kanako, by the way) expense. Quirky, hilarious, large amounts of fanservice and full of SHAFT-tian elements….its classic dark humour with some yet-to-be unravelled plot devices. Oh, did I mention that Kanako is allergic (hives, etc) to guys? I can’t wait for the part where she does fall in love with Mariya (the ‘guy’) and she has to reconcile her yuri-ness…oh wait, isn’t that doing both? We shall see…
  • Maria-sama ga Miteru finally continues in a full season, the 4th one, covering the 19th to 21st volumes of their novels in their first 4 episodes (3 are broadcasted so far). The plot thickens and new relationships grow. Its great to see Yumi and Yoshino grow up over the past 2 series and watch how they handle their end of the soeur search stick. More interesting twists and turns to come though! I had a sneak preview of the coming adaptations from the acclaimed light novel series.
  • Rideback. I am getting tired here from typing. Interesting start with a ballet scene. The animation production is very good and we can see the effort put into it. Hopefully it doesn’t degenerate into a poor cute-girl-piloting mecha show. We have some introduction to the world of Rideback but nothing about plot just yet. But the production values keep me in.
  • White Album has quite a bit of hype before it started. People were getting excited considering that 2 of the more popular seiyuus, Hirano Aya and Mizuki Nana will be at the helm of this show centered on 2 aspiring singers. Unfortunately, the reviews of the show did not match the earlier hype and a few were disappointed with the direction adopted. I would describe White Album as slow dramatic romance. A bit of the type which predominate soap operas. We even have a quasi-harem setting, 1 man (nothing special) and what seems to be many girls interested in him. I forecast more drama coming our way and depending how it goes, it would be a captivating one.

The Others

My temporary folders have Munto and Sora wo Kakeru Shoujo. Judgement yet to be passed.

Otherwise, we have lots of rubbish as always (including now, cans).

Cheerio.